Dream, North Point

in the middle of the night, a dream woke me up
it was not very good dream, maybe it's my nightmare
when I started my day, it still stuck in my head
and that thing ruined my day, made my head spin around

but why should I believe my dream would come true?
and I don't have any reason to believe
that all of my dreams will come true.

--Dream, Mocca

It was half sweet dream, half nightmare. And it was a sad one, making me feel bad when I got up, cursing aloud.

-_-0
Even in my dream, why you never stop being so selfish?

The lyrics above really fitted with the condition of my mind this morning.
But when I--by a good chance--met him and know that he was just fine, I felt relieved ^_^

Why should I believe that my dream would come true?


Btw, Nina finally bought Laskar Pelangi. So glad to know that she did. It proves that I can be very persuasive sometimes ^ ^

And I found Banana Yoshimoto's journal!

So simple, with a picture on every page.
And now I'm dying to read her other stories (though NP is rather terrifying for me--it's about suicide and it's dark--I always love her Kitchen).

And I found this on the FAQ section:

Q. Many depressive things are happening today. How do you think we should live at this time?

A. The only thing that we should have in mind is not to use our time to fear. And we should prepare some specific countermeasures to some extent. There is nobody who has no fear about the future. Thus we should do what we can do now, instead of just worrying about the future in vain. That's what I truly think. One other thing we should do is to look for some friends with similar sensitivity.

Interesting :)

If you want to read the journal or just wonder who Banana Yoshimoto is and why I always talk about her and admire her so, do visit www.yoshimotobanana.com

Much more later,

Ciao :)