Eternally

Me no mae ni iru kimi ga sukoshi kagayaki
Mawari ga mienai
Watashitachi wa doko ni iru no

Zawameki hajimeta keshiki no naka ni
Mada kienaide ne
Mou nannimo kikoenai
But I can feel you breathe

Odoroku hodo kimagure na tenkai ni sukoshi dake
Watashi rashikunai kitai wo oh oh shiteru

I wanna be here eternally
Kono mama mitsume atte itai
I can feel you close to me
Itsu mademo soba ni wa irarenai
Kono shunkan dake wa zutto eien ni

Tatakai ni dekakeru mae no hitoyasumi
Anata to sugoshitai
Yakusoku wa kondo aeta toki ni
Can you hear me breathe?

Odoroku hodo de wa nai tenkai ni mo
Kandou shichau toki ga dare ni datte oh oh aru

I wanna be here eternally
Dare ni mo mitsukaranai tokoro ni
I can see you're all I need
Ashita made tasuke wa iranai
Kono shunkan sae mo kitto just a fantasy

I can feel you close to me
Ano basho ni kaeranaku nattemo
Ima no kimochi dake wa zutto eien

I wanna be here eternally
I can see you are all I need
Kono shunkan dake wa eien ni


You sparkle a little in front of my eyes
I can't see around me
Where are we?

Don't disappear
Into the background that's started to get noisy
I can't hear anything anymore
But I can feel you breathe

This isn't really like me, but I'm expecting, oh oh
A surprisingly whimsical development

I wanna be here eternally
I want us to keep gazing at each other like this
I can feel you close to me
I can't stay by your side forever
I just want this moment to last forever

Before I go out to fight
I want to take a break with you
Promises are for the next time we see each other
Can you hear me breathe?

There are times, oh oh
When anyone would be excited by an unsurprising development

I wanna be here eternally
Somewhere where nobody can find us
I can see you're all I need
I don't need any help until tomorrow
Surely even this moment is just a fantasy

I can feel you close to me
Even if I can't go back to that place
Just this feeling will last forever

I wanna be here eternally
I can see you're all I need
Only this moment will last forever

chasing the rainbow, again

Kemarin aku berkata, "Aku rindu merindukan sekolah, aku rindu merindukan Arai."

Kemarin aku tertegun karena tak lagi kurasakan semangat yang berkobar-kobar itu saat mendengar kisahnya tentang melanjutkan pendidikan lagi, tentang kesulitan-kesulitan hidup yang menghadang dan kesimpulan cerdasnya bahwa ketika kita tidak berusaha meraih sesuatu maka tidak akan ada persoalan yang muncul dan hidup akan berjalan dengan demikian datarnya.

Kemarin aku membiarkan diriku merasakan.
Tertidur nyenyak dalam kebingunganku mengenai bagaimana cara mereka berpikir.

Ia membukakan halaman-halaman itu untukku, dan perlahan, sedikit enggan, kubuka mataku pada kenyataan. Dunia kadang memang tidak adil.

Hari ini, aku membaca kembali buku itu. Tulisanmu selalu mencerahkan hari-hariku!


Hari ini, hujan turun dengan derasnya di luar jendela. Dan aku membisikkan kalimat ini dengan hati yang sedikit lebih ringan: Tuhanku, terima kasih untuk mengembalikan fokusku kembali :)